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Government Sponsored Harassment Program: Life-long Official Torture Must Be Stopped Now
This article was first published several years ago. It’s still very relevant. Then Senator Joe Biden himself is one of the sponsors of COPS, the government program for community harassment of targeted individuals.
Following are excerpts from a well hidden article published on the disinformation site called Veteran’s News Now. I’m leaving out the disinformation, and publishing the part that I know to be fact, having had to deal with it for a life time.
These ‘gangs’ of spies are taught harassment techniques such as “gas-lighting” within the U.S. military. I’ve learned this from people who’ve gone through the training and who have confessed of its existence. Government jobs are the rewards given to those who participate. Welfare entitlements are also used as forms of payment so that the financial burden of this army of tormentors is placed on the shoulders of those of us who are employed, and most Americans are now in the minimum wage service economy. Pretty much everyone else has already been dispossessed of their assets. The psychopaths who control this army don’t have to spend a dime of their own money for the program, which even has an official name: COPS. It’s made out to look good, of course. It’s not. Perhaps there are others out there who recognize the patterns described in this article and will join me in speaking out.
What penalty is appropriate for criminals who destroy lives slowly by pretending to be a friend or by marrying their victims, and charging the tax payer for this service?
By Rahul Manchanda, Esq. on August 21, 2016
In Bill Clinton’s COPS Gang-Stalking Program, civilian spies are recruited from every segment of society, and everyone in the “targets” life is made a part of this ongoing, continuous, and systematic form of control and harassment, with such actions that are specifically designed to control the target and to “keep them in line,” like a Pavlovian Dog. These actions are also designed to mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually, financially, socially, and psychologically destroy the target over years, to make them appear to be crazy, leave them with no form of support whatsoever, and ultimately to drive the target to suicide.
In 1975 Senator Frank Church convened a joint senatorial/congressional inquiry into the egregious human rights and civil liberties violations of the Central Intelligence Agency (“CIA”), National Security Agency (“NSA”), as well as the Federal Bureau of Investigation (“FBI”) against people both foreign and domestic. Such blatant transgressions included the “neutralization” and “elimination” of political dissidents, “enemies of the state,” real or imagined threats to National Security, and anyone else on the proverbial shit list of the Military Industrial Complex (“MIC”).
The terms ‘enemy of the State’ refers to traditional enemies of the Masonic mob. The Catholic enemy is simply the Roman Catholic Church and the families that have supported it for centuries. They are law and order people.
The Mob calls them enemies.
The “Church Committee” a U.S. Senate committee chaired by Senator Frank Church (D-ID) in 1975, was a Select Committee to Study Governmental Operations with Respect to Intelligence Activities. A precursor to the U.S. Senate Select Committee on Intelligence, the committee investigated intelligence gathering for illegality by the aforementioned agencies after certain activities had been revealed by the Watergate affair. Of course, intelligence agencies protect each other.
To discredit one spy agency is to discredit all of them. The number of jobs, sub-contractors, perks and freebies is beyond measure at this point. There were spy families before, now there are entire spy populations who live internationally, have several identities in several countries who live very, very good lives and get immunity from just about any prosecution. They get their pick of government jobs, all of them are easy, and they get the fast lane when applying for free government benefits.
The December 22, 1974 New York Times article by Seymour Hersh detailed operations engaged in by the CIA over the years that had been dubbed the “family jewels”. The article pretends that all these covert action programs of assassination were attempts against foreign leaders to subvert foreign governments. In actuality, the only thing foreign to this fraudulent government are Catholics, the assassinations were against Catholics, the subversion was against American Catholics.The fact of such programs were reported for the first time: (7) efforts by intelligence agencies to collect information on the political activities of US citizens; and (8) countless other examples, both overseas and domestically. (See original article for references)
The end result of the Church Committee Hearings was the outright banning on CIA assassinations as well as the FBI/DOJ COINTELPRO gang-stalking programs.
This means that anyone and everyone who is employed or who volunteers to torment the life any other individual is guilty of a federal offense and should certainly stand trial. Those found guilty should be punished in such a way that the punishment will deter future perpetrators of these multi-generational crimes.
In 1975 and 1976, the Church Committee published fourteen reports on various U.S. intelligence agencies’ formation, operations, and the alleged abuses of law and of power that they had committed, with recommendations for reform, some of which were later put in place.
Under recommendations and pressure by this committee, President Gerald Ford issued Executive Order 11905 (ultimately replaced in 1981 by President Reagan’s Executive Order 12333) to ban U.S. sanctioned assassinations of foreign leaders. It did not mention domestic leaders.
Does it ban assassinations of American future leaders in the 20-23 age range? Is this permitted?
The Church Committee’s reports supposedly constitute the most extensive review of intelligence activities ever made available to the public. Much of the contents were classified, but over 50,000 pages were declassified under the President John F. Kennedy Assassination Records Collection Act of 1992.
Thanks to the concept of ‘redactions’, these declassified documents still protect the assassins and the names of the victims, by giving the Mob Government the right to black out anything they choose to. Those of us who are targeted and who’ve lost family members are left completely defenseless, unable to identify these assassins and fraudsters who continue to invade our personal lives with impunity.
The Church Committee learned that beginning in the 1950s, the CIA and FBI intercepted, opened, and photographed more than 215,000 pieces of mail by the time the program was shut down. Certainly this is a lie. The spying of mail started much earlier in Europe. The Church report found that the CIA was zealous about keeping the US Postal Service from learning that mail was being opened by government agents. CIA agents moved mail to a private room to open the mail or in some cases opened envelopes at night after stuffing them in briefcases or coat pockets to deceive postal officials. This is still going on of course, and it didn’t begin in the 1950’s. I’ve found evidence of it throughout the South during the Civil War.
On May 9, 1975, the Church Committee called CIA director William Colby. That same day Ford’s top advisers (Henry Kissinger, Donald Rumsfeld, Philip W. Buchen, and John Marsh) drafted a method to protect their beloved assassins and torturers, many of whom have been rewarded with the highest public offices throughout the world.
No one in government expressed concern for the victims or for the survival of our nation.
The Ford administration, particularly Rumsfeld, was “concerned” about the effort by members of the Church Committee in the Senate and the Pike Committee in the House to curtail the power of U.S. intelligence agencies. It seemed that Rumsfeld et al was comfortable giving the power to arbitrarily destroy anyone as “enemies of the state” by anyone working in the IC and MIC.
COINTELPRO (COunter INTELligence PROgram) was a series of covert and illegal projects conducted by the FBI aimed at surveilling, infiltrating, discrediting, and disrupting domestic “political dissidents.”
FBI Director J. Edgar Hoover, brother of Al Capone, issued directives on COINTELPRO, ordering FBI agents to “expose, disrupt, misdirect, discredit, neutralize or otherwise eliminate” the activities of the targeted. Under Hoover, the agent in charge of COINTELPRO was William C. Sullivan.
Their actics against the very people whose tax contributions pay their salary included anonymous phone calls, IRS audits, and the creation of documents that would divide their target’s families. I’ve experienced all of this.
One way of dividing a family is by confiscating their house. My personal and present experience with this is that a number of these agents cooperate to steal proof of tax payment and also to steal the notifications sent out by the Sheriff’s office about tax liens and tax sales on the property. When one prays and places oneself under God’s protection, it’s possible to overcome these tactics. In my case, pure coincidence allowed me to discover that my own proof of payment of property taxes had been stolen and that my house had already been given to a company in Minnesota, Lima Investments to be exact, for the grand total of about $200.00 or the tax for one year, all that was allegedly owed. Having a government places us all in great danger, and it’s just time to get rid of it. All of it.
These government tactics are used against us, our relatives, our friends.
The Final Report of the Select Frank Church Committee blasted with hot air the behavior of the intelligence community in its domestic operations (including COINTELPRO) in no uncertain terms:
“The Committee finds that the domestic activities of the intelligence community at times violated specific statutory prohibitions and infringed the constitutional rights of American citizens. The legal questions involved in intelligence programs were often not considered. On other occasions, they were intentionally disregarded in the belief that because the programs served the “national security” the law did not apply. While intelligence officers on occasion failed to disclose to their superiors programs which were illegal or of questionable legality, the Committee finds that the most serious breaches of duty were those of senior officials, who were responsible for controlling intelligence activities and generally failed to assure compliance with the law. Many of the techniques used would be intolerable in a democratic society even if all of the targets had been involved in violent activity, but COINTELPRO went far beyond that – the Bureau conducted a sophisticated vigilante operation aimed squarely at preventing the exercise of First Amendment rights of speech and association, on the theory that preventing the growth of dangerous groups and the propagation of dangerous ideas would protect the national security and deter violence.”
They continue the pretense that individuals aren’t targeted, only “groups and movements “. According to attorney Brian Glick in his book War at Home, the FBI used four main methods during COINTELPRO:
(1) Infiltration: Agents and informers did not merely spy on selected targets. Their main purpose was to discredit and disrupt. Their very presence served to undermine trust and scare off potential supporters of the target through lies and false accusations. The FBI and police exploited this fear to smear genuinely good people as agents, accusing their victims of doing what the FBI itself was doing;
(2) Psychological warfare: The FBI and police used myriad “dirty tricks” to undermine people who they opposed. They planted false media stories and published bogus leaflets and other publications in the name of targeted groups. They forged correspondence, sent anonymous letters, and made anonymous telephone calls. They spread misinformation about meetings and events, set up pseudo movement groups run by government agents, and manipulated or strong-armed parents, employers, landlords, school officials and others to cause trouble for activists. They used bad-jacketing to create suspicion about targets, sometimes with lethal consequences; They sent people to marry into and befriend the families of their perceived enemies, also usually with lethal consequences.
(3) Harassment via the legal system: The FBI and police abused the legal system to harass regular people and make them appear to be criminals. Officers of the law gave perjured testimony and presented fabricated evidence as a pretext for false arrests and wrongful imprisonment. They discriminatorily enforced tax laws and other government regulations and used conspicuous surveillance, “investigative” interviews, and grand jury subpoenas in an effort to intimidate activists and silence their supporters;
(4) Illegal force: The FBI conspired with local police departments to threaten dissidents; to conduct illegal break-ins in order to search dissident homes; and to commit vandalism, assaults, beatings and assassinations. The object was to frighten or eliminate dissidents and disrupt their movements.
The FBI specifically developed tactics intended to heighten tension and hostility between various factions in their targeted groups and individuals, and this resulted in numerous deaths.
While COINTELPRO was officially terminated in April 1971, evidence is that reforms did not succeed in ending COINTELPRO tactics, which now includes harassment on social media, obstruction of commerce through social media censorship, search engine censorship, hacking into independent websites and denial of emergency welfare benefits.
JOE BIDEN’S “COPS” FEDERAL AND STATE SANCTIONED GANG-STALKING AND LIFE-TORTURE PROGRAM
“Community-Oriented Policing,” (“COPS”) is a strategy of policing that focuses on police “building ties and working closely with members of the communities.” It originated in 1994 when then Senator Joseph Biden wrote and then President Bill Clinton enacted the Violent Crime Control and Law Enforcement Act (“VCCLEA”) establishing the Office of Community Oriented Policing Services (“COPS”) within the US Department of Justice.
Community policing is supposedly a policy that requires police to engage in a “proactive approach” to address public safety concerns, and is a cornerstone of the Clinton Administration, gaining its funding from the 1994 Violent Crime Control and Law Enforcement Act.
Common implementations of community-policing include:
(1) relying on community-based crime prevention by utilizing “civilian education,” neighborhood watch, and a variety of other techniques, as opposed to relying solely on police patrols;
(2) restructuring the patrol from an emergency response based system to emphasizing proactive techniques such as foot patrol;
(3) increased officer accountability to civilians they are “supposed to serve;” and
(4) decentralizing police authority, allowing more discretion amongst lower-ranking officers, and more initiative expected from them.
In other words, federal and state sanctioned and approved PUNISHMENT FOR NO CRIME COMMITTED.
Gang Stalking has many similarities to workplace mobbing, but takes place outside in the community or in the home after infiltrating social groups, where the target is followed around and placed under surveillance by groups of organized civilian spies/snitches 24/7, 365 days a year.
When a target moves or changes jobs, the harassment continues. There is no mercy with the GOVERNMENT. If the target complains, the look of triumph is seen ON THEIR FACES, for there is no one to complain to but other spies, double agents and enemies in the pay of the government. Some of us are absolutely surrounded and live that way our entire lives, unless the mercy of God intervenes.
Targeted Individuals are harassed for months or years before they realize that they are being targeted by an organized Life-Torture Program.
Many innocent people are targeted for these harassment programs. Their friends, family, and the community at large, through massive prescription drugging, brainwashing and media control, are used to monitor, prosecute, and harass them. In the former Jewish controlled USSR these programs accused innocent people of being an “enemy of the state,” or “mentally unfit,” and many were institutionalized or murdered using this form of governmental systematic control.
In Bill Clinton’s COPS Gang-Stalking Program, civilian spies are recruited from every segment of society, and everyone in the “targets” life is made a part of this ongoing, continuous, and systematic form of control and harassment, with such actions that are specifically designed to control the target and to “keep them in line,” like a Pavlovian Dog.
Despite the fact that these actions are designed to mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually, financially, socially, and psychologically destroy the target over years, to make them appear to be crazy, and leave them with no form of support, whatsoever,in actual practice something very different happens.
I’ve observed that these malicious operatives end up becoming mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually, financially, socially, and psychologically destroyed themselves over the years, while their targets, such as myself, manage to adapt our lives in very creative ways. Those who end up appearing to be crazy, and with no form of support, whatsoever, are the ones doing the torturing.
For the state, this appears to be a way to keep their targets in line, control them, or ultimately destroy them. Instead, we’ll be seeing the state itself destroyed along with every pirate who depends on it for cash and status even while they work to destroy the very source of that cash and status, the productive tax payers whose dependence on their pirate system diminishes as a result of the harassment.
This systematic form of control is funded at every level of government, every agency is involved in it. All of them.
Targets can be chosen for many reasons, but mainly they are targeted for knowing too much or for being legitimate, historically Catholic bloodline that has shunned inbreeding. This bloodline makes for an intelligent and capable individual who will tend to differ with the Masonic Mob in terms of political views and ideas of right and wrong. People who don’t cooperate with the rape and pillage of our nation will find themselves labelled as:
(1) whistle-blowers;
(2) political dissident;
(3) one who asserts rights at work;
(4) one who has personally displeased a member of the DeMolay Society;
(5) one who is too outspoken;
(6) one who is an investigator ;
(7) a signer of a petition;
(8) a writer of letters;
(9) one who is reported as “suspicious” by a civilian spy/snitch; or
(10) one who is a religious/ethnic/racial minority, which means being Catholic, which to the Pirate State makes us an enemy.
The goal of the COPS state sanctioned organized gang-stalking and domestic torture program is to isolate the target from all forms of support, so that the target can be set up in the future for arrest, institutionalized, or forced suicide. Other goals of this harassment are to destroy the targets reputation and credibility, and to make the target look “crazy” or unstable.
The process often involves sensitizing the target to every day negative and even horrific “stimuli” as a form of control, which is used to control targets when they “get out of line.” Targets of this relentless and merciless harassment become vulnerable and destitute, and often become homeless, jobless, have a breakdown, are driven to suicide, similar to targets of the banned COINTELPRO. The government eliminates perceived “enemies of the state” in this manner.
Every time the target moves, the same defamation, lies, libel, and slander will be spread, and the systematic harassment will continue. Online defamation, libel, and slander on the internet has made this continuation of COPS gang-stalking a great deal easier.
People from all segments of society can be recruited to be the “eyes and ears” of the state, such as laborers, drug dealers, drug users, street people, prostitutes, punks, church groups, youth groups, your best friend, your lawyer, local policeman, doctor, emergency services, a neighbor, family, social workers, politicians, judges, dentists, vet, supermarket cashier, postman, religious leader, care worker, landlord, anyone.
Most of these recruited civilian spies/snitches do not understand or even care that the end consequence of this harassment protocol is to eventually destroy the targeted person, and function as “useful idiots” of the state sanctioned COPS gang-stalking program.
It has been reported that people and family members participate in this COPS gang stalking because it:
(1) gives them a sense of power;
(2) is a way to make friends;
(3) is something social and fun;
(4) breaks down race/gendeage/social barriers;
(5) is forced or blackmailed upon them by the State or police to take part;
(6) is told to them that they are part of “homeland or national security” to help keep an eye on “dangerous” or “emotionally disturbed” individuals where they are “heroic spies for the state;”
(7) is used on local thugs or informants who are already being used for other activities where their energies are diverted into these COPS gangstalking community spy programs; (8) is either a choice of spying for the State or police, or else go to jail; (9) involves outright lies and slander about the target to get them to go along with ruining the targets life; (10) includes average citizens recruited by the state the same way citizens were recruited in the former East Germany and other countries.
Some techniques used against targets in this organized COPS Gang-stalking program include:
(1) classic conditioning where a target is sensitized to everyday stimuli over a period of months and years to harass them in public to let them know they are constantly being harassed and monitored;
(2) 24/7 Surveillance following the target everywhere they go, learning about the target and where they shop, work, play, who their friends and family are, getting close to the target, moving into the community or apartment where they live, across the street, monitoring the targets phone, house, and computer activity; I’ve known them to marry family members. Watch the Cable Guy movie for an illustration of how they operate.
(3) isolating the target via defamation, libel, and slander campaigns, (eg, people in the target’s community are told that the target is a thief, into drugs, a prostitute, pedophile, crazy, in trouble for something, needs to be watched, false files will even be produced on the target, shown to neighbors, family, store keepers);
(4) constant or intermittent noise and mimicking campaigns disrupting the targets life and sleep with loud power tools, construction, stereos, doors slamming, etc;
(5) talking in public about private things in the target’s life;
(6) mimicking actions of the target and basically letting the target know that they are in the target’s life; (7) daily interferences, not too overt to the untrained eye, but psychologically degrading and damaging to the target over time;
(8) everyday life breaks and street theater such as flat tires, sleep deprivation, drugging food, putting dirt on targets property;
(9) mass strangers doing things in public to annoy targets such as getting called/text messages to be at a specific time and place to perform a specific action;
(10) blocking targets path, getting ahead of them in line, cutting or boxing them in on the road, saying or doing things to elicit a response from the target;
(11) “baiting” tactics where a surveillance operation can selectively capture evidence of a targeted person responding to harassment, and then that evidence could then be used to justify the initiation of more formal scrutiny by a government agency.
The COPS Gang-Stalking Program, as all other state sanctioned/approved gang-stalking programs, have always been funded by the Government. They are the only ones with enough money, coordination, and power to keep such a system in place. These coordinated efforts then join hands with others for this systemic form of control and harassment.
Such operations have nothing to do with the target’s criminality – they are led and perpetrated by federal agents and intelligence/security contractors, often with the support of state and local law enforcement personnel. Unofficial operations of this type are often private investigators and vigilantes – including many former agents and police officers, sometimes on behalf of corporate clients and others with connections to the public and private elements of America’s security industry.
The goal of such operations is “disruption” of the life of an individual deemed to be an enemy (or potential enemy) of clients or members of the security state. Arguably, the most accurate term for this form of harassment would be “counterintelligence stalking.” I would call it simply “Torture”.
Agents of communist East Germany’s Stasi (state police) referred to this process as Zersetzung (German for “decomposition” or “corrosion” – a reference to the severe psychological, social, and financial effects upon the victim). Victims have described the process as “no-touch torture” – a phrase which also captures the nature of the crime: cowardly, unethical (and often illegal), but difficult to prove legally, because it generates minimal forensic evidence.
Tactics include online and personal slander, libel, defamation, blacklisting, “mobbing” (intense, organized harassment in public), “black bag jobs” (residential break-ins), abusive phone calls, computer hacking, framing, threats, blackmail, vandalism, “street theater” (staged physical and verbal interactions with the minions of the people who orchestrate the stalking), harassment by noises, and other forms of bullying.
Such stalking is sanctioned (and in some cases, orchestrated) by federal agencies; however such stalking is also sometimes used unofficially for personal and corporate vendettas by current and former corrupt employees of law enforcement and intelligence agencies, private investigators, and their clients.
Since counterintelligence stalking goes far beyond surveillance – into the realm of psychological terrorism, as it is essentially a form of extrajudicial punishment. As such, the harassment is illegal – even when done by the government. It clearly violates the US Constitution’s Fourth Amendment, which prohibits unwarranted searches, and the Sixth Amendment which guarantees the right to a trial. Such operations also violate similar fundamental rights defined by state constitutions. Stalking is also specifically prohibited by the criminal codes of every state in America.
As was stated above, organized stalking methods were used extensively by communist East Germany’s Stasi (state police) as a means of maintaining political control over its citizens. Although this is supposedly illegal in the US, the same covert tactics are quietly used by America’s local and federal law enforcement, and intelligence agencies, to suppress individuals.
Although Edward Snowden’s revelations about the National Security Agency (“NSA”) in 2013 and 2014 generated a great deal of public discussion about mass surveillance, US domestic counterintelligence activities such as the COPS Program receive relatively little attention.
The FBI’s COINTELPRO operation is still happening, involving even more advanced surveillance technology – and this program is none other than Joseph Biden and Bill Clinton’s COPS Program.
US Department of Justice crime statistics from a 2006 survey indicated that an estimated 445,220 COPS gangstalking victims reported three or more perpetrators (the only ones reported), and this number is growing exponentially on a daily basis.
In addition to being morally reprehensible, the COPS gang stalking program, just like the original version of the FBI’s COINTELPRO operations, is very, very illegal. It violates criminal laws in all fifty states against stalking, as well as grossly violates the US Constitution’s prohibitions against warrantless searches and extra-judicial punishment.
What is extra-judicial punishment? It is punishment without trial, without a charge and without even the acknowledgement that a life-long punishment is inflicted.

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Hello,
I'm wondering if anyone can help me find out what adapters people are using to have 200mm Rotors with the Hayes Domion A4's.
I currently have their stock rotors 203mm F and 180mm R but want to change pads and get Sram HS2 200mm rotors F and R. But this requires a new adapter which Hayes themselves don't make specifically. So wondering what adapters people use? Hayes do make a 200mm PM to 220mm rotor adapter and think this would work best but unsure as I know they need ro make sure there is the correct clearance etc.
Amy suggestions or help appreciated.
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I am streaming from obs studio to a nginx server which uses nginx-rtmp-module. I have a ffmpeg process which consumes the rtmp stream and convert to dash live stream. For every 4 second dash segment it takes approx 6-7 sec to do the conversion (may be due to low end device). So let's say i stopped the stream from obs and the total stream length is 10 minutes. Ffmpeg is not able to convert the complete rtmp stream to dash and it's loosing the content in the end. This is the ffmpeg command which i am using.
ffmpeg -f live_flv -re -i rtmp://172.20.10.8:1935/live/ls1 -max_muxing_queue_size 9999 -flags +global_header -r 60/1 -filter_complex "split=4[s0][s1][s2][s3];[s0]scale=640x360[s0];[s1]scale=854x480[s1];[s2]scale=1280x720[s2];[s3]scale=1920x1080[s3]" -pix_fmt yuv420p -c:v libx264 -b:v:0 700K -maxrate:v:0 700K -bufsize:v:0 700K/2 -b:v:1 1200K -maxrate:v:1 1200K -bufsize:v:1 1200K/2 -b:v:2 2500K -maxrate:v:2 2500K -bufsize:v:2 2500K/2 -b:v:3 6000K -maxrate:v:3 6000K -bufsize:v:3 6000K/2 -g:v 120 -keyint_min:v 120 -sc_threshold:v 0 -profile:v baseline -color_primaries bt709 -color_trc bt709 -colorspace bt709 -c:a aac -ar 48000 -b:a:0 64000 -b:a:1 128000 -b:a:2 163840 -map [s0] -map [s1] -map [s2] -map [s3] -map 0:a -map 0:a -map 0:a -preset veryfast -tune zerolatency -adaptation_sets 'id=0,streams=v id=1,streams=a' -seg_duration 4 -frag_duration 1 -frag_type duration -use_timeline 1 -use_template 1 -index_correction 1 -utc_timing_url "https://time.akamai.com/?iso" -window_size 75 -streaming 1 -ldash 1 -suggested_presentation_delay 3 -media_seg_name '$RepresentationID$/seg-$Number$.$ext$' -init_seg_name '$RepresentationID$/seg-init.$ext$' -f dash /live_streaming/data/$tenant_name/$stream_id/$stream_id.mpd.
What configuration more is required to consume the whole stream without loosing the ending stream. If I use few resolutions to convert then it is able to convert whole content without loosing any.

Like most people in my friendgroup I came to league from other games. Having played no games with a camera not centered on the player before, I chose that option because at the beginning I felt like learning the new movement and game mechanics and champion mechanics was already hard enough. Over time I forced some of my habits to change I bound Flash to f instead of d and enabled quickcast and adapted to the change over around 5-10 games. When it comes to camera movement it has been harder. I learned to kite on Lillia and I am good with her mechanically (from what I feel like) but it’s harder to do it when your camera is unlocked obviously. Do you have any tips for how to adapt to the change and when to unlock camera and when to focus it on my player. I also saw that people have a key which follows their player with an arrow pointing at it. I have no f row so I would like binding recommendations as well as how to force myself out of the comfort zone of using locked camera in that regard. (English not first language) Sincerely… me. :3

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- Mod 'Alloy Forgery' (alloy_forgery) 2.1.4+1.20.3 recommends version 14.0.0 or later of roughlyenoughitems, which is missing!

 `- You should install version 14.0.0 or later of roughlyenoughitems for the optimal experience.` 

- 'Minecraft' (minecraft) 1.20.4 recommends any version after 5.10.1 of Fabulously Optimized, which is missing!

 `- You should install any version after 5.10.1 of Fabulously Optimized for the optimal experience.` 

- Mod 'More Mobs' (moremobs) 1.5.1+mod recommends any version of modmenu-badges-lib, which is missing!

 `- You should install any version of modmenu-badges-lib for the optimal experience.` 

[13:07:29] [main/INFO]: Loading 345 mods:

`- additionallanterns 1.1.1+b` `- advancedcombat 1.20.4-3.6FC` `- advancednetherite 2.1.0-1.20.4` `- alloy_forgery 2.1.4+1.20.3` `- animatica 0.6+1.20` `- appleskin 2.5.1+mc1.20.3` `- architectury 11.1.17` `- armorstatues 20.4.2` 

\-- statuemenus 20.4.2

`- avm_mod 0.0.3` `- axiom 3.0.0` 

-- com_moulberry_axiomclientapi_axiomclientapi_ 1.0.0
-- com_moulberry_mixinconstraints 1.0.1
\-- mixinextras 0.3.5

`- barteringstation 20.4.1` `- basicweapons 1.2.0` `- bending 3.7.0` 

-- adventure-platform-fabric 5.12.0
-- net_kyori_adventure-api 4.16.0
-- net_kyori_adventure-key 4.16.0
-- net_kyori_adventure-platform-api 4.3.2
-- net_kyori_adventure-text-logger-slf4j 4.16.0
-- net_kyori_adventure-text-minimessage 4.16.0
-- net_kyori_adventure-text-serializer-ansi 4.16.0
-- net_kyori_adventure-text-serializer-gson 4.16.0
-- net_kyori_adventure-text-serializer-json 4.16.0
-- net_kyori_adventure-text-serializer-plain 4.16.0
-- net_kyori_ansi 1.0.3
-- net_kyori_examination-api 1.3.0
-- net_kyori_examination-string 1.3.0
\-- net_kyori_option 1.0.0
-- cloud 2.0.0-beta.4
-- fabric-permissions-api-v0 0.2-SNAPSHOT
-- io_leangen_geantyref_geantyref 1.3.15
-- org_incendo_cloud-brigadier 2.0.0-beta.5
-- org_incendo_cloud-core 2.0.0-beta.4
-- org_incendo_cloud-minecraft-modded-common-fabric-repack_ 2.0.0-beta.4
\-- org_incendo_cloud-services 2.0.0-beta.4
-- net_kyori_adventure-text-serializer-legacy 4.16.0
-- org_incendo_cloud-minecraft-extras 2.0.0-beta.4
\-- sgui 1.4.2+1.20.4

`- betterarcheology 1.1.9-1.20.4` 

-- cardinal-components-base 5.4.0
\-- cardinal-components-entity 5.4.0

`- betterdeserttemples 1.20.4-Fabric-3.4.4` 

\-- org_reflections_reflections 0.10.2

`- betterdungeons 1.20.4-Fabric-4.4.4` 

\-- org_reflections_reflections 0.10.2

`- betterendisland 1.20.4-Fabric-2.4.3` 

\-- org_reflections_reflections 0.10.2

`- betterfortresses 1.20.4-Fabric-2.4.4` 

\-- org_reflections_reflections 0.10.2

`- betterjungletemples 1.20.4-Fabric-2.4.4` 

\-- org_reflections_reflections 0.10.2

`- betterloot 1.0.0+mc1.20.4` `- bettermineshafts 1.20.4-Fabric-4.4.2` 

\-- org_reflections_reflections 0.10.2

`- bettermounthud 1.2.2` `- betteroceanmonuments 1.20.4-Fabric-3.4.3` 

\-- org_reflections_reflections 0.10.2

`- betterstrongholds 1.20.4-Fabric-4.4.3` 

\-- org_reflections_reflections 0.10.2

`- betterwitchhuts 1.20.4-Fabric-3.4.3` 

\-- org_reflections_reflections 0.10.2

`- bookofexperience 3.1.1` `- bookshelf 23.0.8` `- bountiful 7.0.2` `- capes 1.5.3+1.20.2` `- cardinal-components 5.4.0` 

-- cardinal-components-block 5.4.0
-- cardinal-components-chunk 5.4.0
-- cardinal-components-item 5.4.0
-- cardinal-components-level 5.4.0
-- cardinal-components-scoreboard 5.4.0
\-- cardinal-components-world 5.4.0

`- chunkloaders 1.2.8+a` `- citresewn 1.1.4+1.20.4` 

\-- citresewn-defaults 1.1.4+1.20.4

`- clean_tooltips 1.0` `- cloth-config 13.0.121` 

\-- cloth-basic-math 0.6.1

`- collective 7.61` `- combatroll 1.3.3+1.20.4` `- compressedblocks 1.13` `- conjuring 1.0.30+1.20.3` `- continuity 3.0.0-beta.5+1.20.2` `- controlify 2.0.0-beta.10+1.20.4` 

-- dev_isxander_libsdl4j 3.693c75e-36
-- org_hid4java_hid4java 0.7.0
-- org_quiltmc_parsers_gson 0.3.0
\-- org_quiltmc_parsers_json 0.3.0

`- coordinatesdisplay 9.0.0` 

\-- boxlib 11.1.3

`- craftify 1.15.0` 

-- elementa 636
-- universalcraft 337
\-- vigilance 295

`- ctov 3.4.3` `- cubes-without-borders 1.1.0+1.20` `- dark-loading-screen 1.6.14` `- debugify 1.20.4+1.1` `- dynamic_fps 3.4.3` `- e4mc_minecraft 4.0.1` `- easyanvils 20.4.6` `- easymagic 20.4.0` `- echochest 20.4.1` `- elytratrims 3.1.8` 

\-- mixinsquared 0.1.2-beta.4

`- emi 1.1.6+1.20.4+fabric` `- emitrades 1.3.0+mc1.20.4` `- enchantedshulkers 1.2.4` 

-- conditional-mixin 0.4.1
-- io_hotmoka_toml4j 0.7.3
-- mm 2.3
-- polymer-core 0.7.6+1.20.4
-- polymer-networking 0.7.6+1.20.4
\-- polymer-common 0.7.6+1.20.4
\-- packet_tweaker 0.5.1+1.20.4
\-- polymer-registry-sync-manipulator 0.7.6+1.20.4
\-- server_translations_api 2.2.0+1.20.3-rc1

`- enchantinginfuser 20.4.1` `- enchdesc 20.0.4` `- endermanoverhaul 1.1.8` `- enhancedblockentities 0.9.1+1.20.2` 

-- advanced_runtime_resource_pack 0.8.0
\-- spruceui 5.0.3+1.20.2

`- entity_model_features 2.0.2` `- entity_texture_features 6.0.1` 

\-- org_apache_httpcomponents_httpmime 4.5.10

`- entityculling 1.6.5` `- equipmentcompare 1.3.8` `- essentialgui 1.9.6+1.20.4` `- extra_details 0.3.1-beta` `- extraalchemy 1.11.3` `- fabric-api 0.97.0+1.20.4` 

-- fabric-api-base 0.4.37+78d798af4f
-- fabric-api-lookup-api-v1 1.6.50+82b1bb3e4f
-- fabric-biome-api-v1 13.0.17+78d798af4f
-- fabric-block-api-v1 1.0.17+3e2216cb4f
-- fabric-block-view-api-v2 1.0.5+78d798af4f
-- fabric-blockrenderlayer-v1 1.1.47+78d798af4f
-- fabric-client-tags-api-v1 1.1.8+78d798af4f
-- fabric-command-api-v1 1.2.42+f71b366f4f
-- fabric-command-api-v2 2.2.21+78d798af4f
-- fabric-commands-v0 0.2.59+df3654b34f
-- fabric-containers-v0 0.1.87+df3654b34f
-- fabric-content-registries-v0 5.0.16+78d798af4f
-- fabric-convention-tags-v1 1.5.11+78d798af4f
-- fabric-crash-report-info-v1 0.2.24+78d798af4f
-- fabric-data-attachment-api-v1 1.1.5+b90db5744f
-- fabric-data-generation-api-v1 13.2.5+5c0133444f
-- fabric-dimensions-v1 2.1.62+78d798af4f
-- fabric-entity-events-v1 1.6.2+09fc25014f
-- fabric-events-interaction-v0 0.7.2+389931eb4f
-- fabric-events-lifecycle-v0 0.2.75+df3654b34f
-- fabric-game-rule-api-v1 1.0.47+78d798af4f
-- fabric-item-api-v1 2.3.0+bcdd12964f
-- fabric-item-group-api-v1 4.0.27+ee30b13a4f
-- fabric-key-binding-api-v1 1.0.42+78d798af4f
-- fabric-keybindings-v0 0.2.40+df3654b34f
-- fabric-lifecycle-events-v1 2.3.1+a67ffb5d4f
-- fabric-loot-api-v2 2.1.10+78d798af4f
-- fabric-message-api-v1 6.0.6+78d798af4f
-- fabric-mining-level-api-v1 2.1.66+78d798af4f
-- fabric-model-loading-api-v1 1.0.9+78d798af4f
-- fabric-models-v0 0.4.8+9386d8a74f
-- fabric-networking-api-v1 3.1.8+2e5ac5484f
-- fabric-object-builder-api-v1 13.1.0+dba1195c4f
-- fabric-particles-v1 1.1.8+78d798af4f
-- fabric-recipe-api-v1 2.0.21+78d798af4f
-- fabric-registry-sync-v0 4.0.20+ee30b13a4f
-- fabric-renderer-api-v1 3.2.5+78d798af4f
-- fabric-renderer-indigo 1.5.5+78d798af4f
-- fabric-renderer-registries-v1 3.2.54+df3654b34f
-- fabric-rendering-data-attachment-v1 0.3.43+73761d2e4f
-- fabric-rendering-fluids-v1 3.1.2+e761c6694f
-- fabric-rendering-v0 1.1.57+df3654b34f
-- fabric-rendering-v1 3.2.1+6fd945a04f
-- fabric-resource-conditions-api-v1 2.3.15+78d798af4f
-- fabric-resource-loader-v0 0.11.21+ee30b13a4f
-- fabric-screen-api-v1 2.0.18+78d798af4f
-- fabric-screen-handler-api-v1 1.3.56+78d798af4f
-- fabric-sound-api-v1 1.0.18+78d798af4f
-- fabric-transfer-api-v1 4.0.12+90f2d7b14f
\-- fabric-transitive-access-wideners-v1 5.0.15+78d798af4f

`- fabric-language-kotlin 1.11.0+kotlin.2.0.0` 

-- org_jetbrains_kotlin_kotlin-reflect 2.0.0
-- org_jetbrains_kotlin_kotlin-stdlib 2.0.0
-- org_jetbrains_kotlin_kotlin-stdlib-jdk7 2.0.0
-- org_jetbrains_kotlin_kotlin-stdlib-jdk8 2.0.0
-- org_jetbrains_kotlinx_atomicfu-jvm 0.24.0
-- org_jetbrains_kotlinx_kotlinx-coroutines-core-jvm 1.8.1
-- org_jetbrains_kotlinx_kotlinx-coroutines-jdk8 1.8.1
-- org_jetbrains_kotlinx_kotlinx-datetime-jvm 0.6.0
-- org_jetbrains_kotlinx_kotlinx-serialization-cbor-jvm 1.6.3
-- org_jetbrains_kotlinx_kotlinx-serialization-core-jvm 1.6.3
\-- org_jetbrains_kotlinx_kotlinx-serialization-json-jvm 1.6.3

`- fabricloader 0.15.11` 

\-- mixinextras 0.3.5

`- fabricskyboxes 0.7.3+mc1.20.2` `- fabrishot 1.12.1` `- fastquit 3.0.0+1.20.4` `- ferritecore 6.0.3` `- fishontheline 3.2` `- foodeffecttooltips 1.1.1-1.20.4` `- forgeconfigapiport 20.4.3` 

-- com_electronwill_night-config_core 3.6.6
\-- com_electronwill_night-config_toml 3.6.6

`- formations 1.0.2` `- formationsnether 1.0.4` `- froglegs 2.0.0` `- fsb-interop 1.3.6+mc1.20.2-build.52` `- fwaystones 3.3.2+mc1.20.4` `- geckolib 4.4.4` 

\-- com_eliotlash_mclib_mclib 20

`- geophilic v2.3.0` `- grapplemod 1.20.4-v1.8` `- held-item-info 1.5.0` `- highlighter 1.1.9` `- iceberg 1.1.18` `- immediatelyfast 1.2.15+1.20.4` 

\-- net_lenni0451_reflect 1.3.3

`- indium 1.0.30+mc1.20.4` `- iris 1.7.0+mc1.20.4` 

-- io_github_douira_glsl-transformer 2.0.0-pre13
-- org_anarres_jcpp 1.4.14
\-- org_antlr_antlr4-runtime 4.11.1

`- isxander-main-menu-credits 1.1.2` `- itemalchemy 0.8.7` `- itemborders 1.2.1` `- itemswapper 0.6.3` `- jamlib 1.0.9+1.20.4` 

\-- blue_endless_jankson 1.2.3

`- java 17` `- justhammers 84.0.0` `- justmobheads 7.8` `- kambrik 7.0.0` `- lambdynlights 2.3.4+1.20.4` 

-- pride 1.2.0+1.19.4
\-- spruceui 5.0.3+1.20.2

`- languagereload 1.6.1+1.20.4` `- lavender 0.1.9+1.20.3` 

-- lavender-md 0.1.1+1.20.3
\-- lavender-md-owo-ui 0.1.1+1.20.3

`- legendarytooltips 1.4.5` `- lithium 0.12.1` `- lithostitched 1.1.5` `- lolmcv 1.5.3` `- loyal_items_mr 1.0.0` `- mcpitanlib 2.2.4-1.20.4-fabric` 

\-- org_yaml_snakeyaml 2.0

`- mes 1.3.1-1.20-fabric` `- minecraft 1.20.4` `- mixintrace 1.1.1+1.17` `- mobcaptains 3.2.1` `- mobplaques 20.4.0` `- modelfix 1.14` `- modernfix 5.17.0+mc1.20.4` `- modmenu 9.2.0-beta.2` `- morechathistory 1.3.0` `- moreculling 1.20.4-0.24.0` `- moremobs 1.5.1+mod` `- moremobvariants 1.3.0.1` `- mr_dungeons_andtaverns 3.1.1` `- mr_librarians_balance 2.1b` `- mr_manic 1.2.2` `- mr_mine_treasure 1.3.3` `- mr_true_ending 1-v1.1.0c` `- mythiclib 1.0.0+1.20.4` `- mythicmetals 0.19.7+1.20.4` 

-- additionalentityattributes 1.6.0+1.20.4
-- cardinal-components-base 5.4.0
-- cardinal-components-entity 5.4.0
\-- common-protection-api 1.0.0

`- mythicmetals_decorations 0.6.1+1.20.3` `- mythicupgrades 3.1.0.1+mc1.20.4` `- nochatreports 1.20.4-v2.6.1` `- nutritious-feast 1.7.2` `- optigui 2.3.0-beta.2` 

-- org_apache_commons_commons-text 1.11.0
\-- org_ini4j_ini4j 0.5.4

`- owo 0.12.6+1.20.3` `- paginatedadvancements 2.4.2` `- patchouli 1.20.4-85-FABRIC` 

\-- fiber 0.23.0-2

`- playeranimator 1.0.2-rc1+1.20.4` `- polytone 1.20.4-1.18.10` 

\-- net_objecthunter_exp4j 0.4.8

`- prism 1.0.6` `- profundis 1.6.2` `- puffish_skills 0.12.2` `- puzzle 1.6.1+1.20.4` 

-- midnightlib 1.5.2
-- puzzle-base 1.6.1+1.20.4
-- puzzle-gui 1.6.1+1.20.4
-- puzzle-models 1.6.1+1.20.4
\-- puzzle-splashscreen 1.6.1+1.20.4

`- puzzleslib 20.4.44` `- qu-enchantments 1.3.8-1.20.4` `- quad 1.2.2` `- reeses-sodium-options 1.7.2+mc1.20.4-build.102` `- reinfbarrel 2.4.3+1.20.4` 

\-- reinfcore 3.1.4+1.20.4

`- reinfchest 2.4.5+1.20.4` 

\-- reinfcore 3.1.4+1.20.4

`- reinfshulker 2.5.3+1.20.4` 

\-- reinfcore 3.1.4+1.20.4

`- resourcefulconfig 2.4.7` `- resourcefullib 2.4.10` 

-- com_teamresourceful_bytecodecs 1.0.2
\-- com_teamresourceful_yabn 1.0.3

`- rrls 4.0.3+mc1.20.4-fabric` `- runelic 21.0.3` `- sculkhornid 2.0` `- shulkerboxtooltip 4.1.0+1.20.4` `- sodium 0.5.8+mc1.20.4` `- sodium-extra 0.5.4+mc1.20.4-build.116` 

-- caffeineconfig 1.3.0+1.17
\-- crowdin-translate 1.4+1.19.3

`- spellbound_weapons_mr 4.0.5m` `- spyglass-improvements 1.5.1+mc1.20.2+fabric` `- spyglass_astronomy 1.0.10-mc1.20.2` `- stackables 2.0.1` `- statement 4.2.9+1.14.4-1.20.4` 

-- kanos_config 0.4.1+1.14.4-1.19.4
\-- statement_vanilla_compatibility 1.0.1+1.16.5-1.17

`- status-effect-bars 1.0.4` `- stellarity 2.2.1` `- stoneworks 20.4.0` `- supermartijn642configlib 1.1.8+a` `- supermartijn642corelib 1.1.17+a` `- things 0.3.4+1.20.3` 

\-- reach-entity-attributes 2.5.0-wf_pre.1

`- tool-trims b2.1.1` `- travelersbackpack fabric-1.20.4-9.4.4` `- treeharvester 8.7` `- trinkets 3.8.1` 

-- cardinal-components-base 5.4.0
\-- cardinal-components-entity 5.4.0

`- triqueapi 1.1.1+mc1.20.4` `- utility_belt 2.1.1+1.20.4` `- veinmining 3.1.1+1.20.4` 

\-- spectrelib 0.15.2+1.20.4

`- villagersffh 0.5.1` `- walllanterns 1.7.0+1.20.4` `- wardentools 2.4.0+mc1.20.4` `- yet_another_config_lib_v3 3.4.4+1.20.4-fabric` 

-- com_twelvemonkeys_common_common-image 3.10.0
-- com_twelvemonkeys_common_common-io 3.10.0
-- com_twelvemonkeys_common_common-lang 3.10.0
-- com_twelvemonkeys_imageio_imageio-core 3.10.0
-- com_twelvemonkeys_imageio_imageio-metadata 3.10.0
\-- com_twelvemonkeys_imageio_imageio-webp 3.10.0

`- yosbr 0.1.2` `- yungsapi 1.20.4-Fabric-4.4.3` 

-- org_javassist_javassist 3.29.2-GA
\-- org_reflections_reflections 0.10.2

`- yungsextras 1.20.4-Fabric-4.4.2` 

\-- org_reflections_reflections 0.10.2

`- zoomify 2.13.5+1.20.4` 

-- com_akuleshov7_ktoml-core-jvm 0.5.1
-- dev_isxander_settxi_settxi-core 2.10.6
\-- dev_isxander_settxi_settxi-kotlinx-serialization 2.10.6
[13:07:31] [main/INFO]: Applying default options... (YOSBR)
[13:07:33] [main/INFO]: SpongePowered MIXIN Subsystem Version=0.8.5 Source=file:/C:/Users/{COMPUTER_USERNAME}/AppData/Roaming/com.modrinth.theseus/meta/libraries/net/fabricmc/sponge-mixin/0.13.3+mixin.0.8.5/sponge-mixin-0.13.3+mixin.0.8.5.jar Service=Knot/Fabric Env=CLIENT
[13:07:33] [main/INFO]: Compatibility level set to JAVA_17
[13:07:34] [main/WARN]: Reference map 'AC-Revitalized-refmap.json' for advancedcombat.mixins.json could not be read. If this is a development environment you can ignore this message
[13:07:34] [main/WARN]: Reference map 'armorstatues.common.refmap.json' for armorstatues.common.mixins.json could not be read. If this is a development environment you can ignore this message
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[13:07:35] [main/INFO]: Loading Mixin Plugin for Axiom/3.0.0
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[13:07:36] [main/INFO]: Preloading Debugify
[13:07:36] [main/WARN]: Reference map 'EasyMagic-Fabric-refmap.json' for easymagic.fabric.mixins.json could not be read. If this is a development environment you can ignore this message
[13:07:36] [main/WARN]: Reference map 'echochest.fabric.refmap.json' for echochest.fabric.mixins.json could not be read. If this is a development environment you can ignore this message
[13:07:36] [main/WARN]: Reference map 'enchantinginfuser.common.refmap.json' for enchantinginfuser.common.mixins.json could not be read. If this is a development environment you can ignore this message
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[13:07:36] [main/WARN]: Reference map 'ForgeConfigAPIPort-Common-refmap.json' for forgeconfigapiport.common.mixins.json could not be read. If this is a development environment you can ignore this message
[13:07:36] [main/WARN]: Reference map 'formationsnether.mixins.refmap.json' for formationsnether.mixins.json could not be read. If this is a development environment you can ignore this message
[13:07:36] [main/WARN]: Reference map 'just-hammers-common-refmap.json' for justhammers-common.mixins.json could not be read. If this is a development environment you can ignore this message
[13:07:36] [main/INFO]: Loaded configuration file for Lithium: 129 options available, 2 override(s) found
[13:07:37] [main/WARN]: Reference map 'mobplaques.common.refmap.json' for mobplaques.common.mixins.json could not be read. If this is a development environment you can ignore this message
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[13:07:38] [main/INFO]: Loaded configuration file for ModernFix 5.17.0+mc1.20.4: 54 options available, 1 override(s) found
[13:07:38] [main/WARN]: Option 'mixin.perf.dynamic_resources' overriden (by user configuration) to 'true'
[13:07:38] [main/INFO]: Applying Nashorn fix
[13:07:38] [main/WARN]: Reference map 'sculkhornid.refmap.json' for sculkhornid.mixins.json could not be read. If this is a development environment you can ignore this message
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[13:07:38] [main/INFO]: Loaded configuration file for Sodium: 42 options available, 3 override(s) found
[13:07:38] [main/INFO]: Loaded configuration file for Sodium Extra: 34 options available, 0 override(s) found
[13:07:38] [main/WARN]: Reference map 'statuemenus.common.refmap.json' for statuemenus.common.mixins.json could not be read. If this is a development environment you can ignore this message
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`at com.mojang.blaze3d.systems.RenderSystem.constructThreadException(RenderSystem.java:185) ~[client-intermediary.jar:?]` `at com.mojang.blaze3d.systems.RenderSystem.assertOnRenderThread(RenderSystem.java:174) ~[client-intermediary.jar:?]` `at com.mojang.blaze3d.systems.RenderSystem.getCapsString(RenderSystem.java:874) ~[client-intermediary.jar:?]` `at net.minecraft.class_6396.method_37123(class_6396.java:66) ~[client-intermediary.jar:?]` `at net.minecraft.class_310.method_37274(class_310.java:2609) ~[client-intermediary.jar:?]` `at net.minecraft.class_310.method_22681(class_310.java:2580) ~[client-intermediary.jar:?]` `at net.minecraft.client.main.Main.main(Main.java:178) ~[1.20.4-0.15.11.jar:?]` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.game.minecraft.MinecraftGameProvider.launch(MinecraftGameProvider.java:470) ~[fabric-loader-0.15.11.jar:?]` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.Knot.launch(Knot.java:74) ~[fabric-loader-0.15.11.jar:?]` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.KnotClient.main(KnotClient.java:23) ~[fabric-loader-0.15.11.jar:?]` 

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I don't want to intend to besmirch a company that I once had good things to say about, but I will tell you this; I ordered a Losi Baja Rey 2.0 from them, along with an ECT-to-banana adapter. The car showed up today with the plastic ties already cut and the car appeared to be 'thrown in' to a clearly-used and re-taped box, along with my EC5 adapter just thrown in to said box. No invoice. Just seemingly a thrown together bunch of shit they could pass off as 'new'. The truck looks okay, but I don't think I feel right about any of this. Maybe this is normal, but I wouldn't advise doing business with them when you pay them over $500.00, only for these tw*ts to throw shit in a box and call it 'new'. F*** this store going forward. Once was good, twice was not. F**k 'em.

Using an R50, I have an EF-RF adapter. All of these lenses are within my price range, and open to new suggestions. I primarily shoot wildlife but am also interested in getting something capable of macro photography. In no particular order:
Canon EF 70-300mm f/4-5.6 IS USM (Or the more expensive II) Tamron SP 70-300mm f/4-5.6 Di VC USD Canon RF 100-400mm f/5.6-8 IS USM (Leaning towards this one but prices generally too high for my liking)

For context I am from Rajasthan this is my first drop year. I f*cked up JEE and VITEEE, got 564xx rank in VITEEE .Currently the options that I have are (not including cat.5) - VIT Chennai ECE, EEE, Electronics and computer eng. cat.3 or VIT Bhopal/VIT AP - CSE(core) cat.2 and everything else cat.1 .I have several questions -

1. Can I get ECE in cat. in VIT Chennai ?
2. If I get ECE in VIT Chennai should I choose that over a cat.2 CSE in VIT Bhopal ? (considering how far it is from my house )
3. I can slowly adapt to the climate and food but, is there discrimination in VIT Chennai ?
4. Is ECE really hard like can you manage to learn coding simultaneously ?
5. Can ECE students sit in placements for IT companies like CSE students ?

It would be really helpful if you could reply quickly

For context I am from Rajasthan this is my first drop year. I f*cked up JEE and VITEEE, got 564xx rank in VITEEE .Currently the options that I have are (not including cat.5) - VIT Chennai ECE, EEE, Electronics and computer eng. cat.3 or VIT Bhopal/VIT AP - CSE(core) cat.2 and everything else cat.1 .I have several questions -
1) Can I get ECE in cat. in VIT Chennai ?
2) If I get ECE in VIT Chennai should I choose that over a cat.2 CSE in VIT Bhopal ? (considering how far it is from my house )
3) I can slowly adapt to the climate and food but, is there discrimination in VIT Chennai ?
4) Is ECE really hard like can you manage to learn coding simultaneously ?
5) Can ECE students sit in placements for IT companies like CSE students ?
It would be really helpful if you could reply quickly

I think my only option is to completely resign as a stepparent. I desperately need advice about sustaining a marriage with polar opposite parenting styles, & how to deal with teenage boys with no manners or basic hygiene.
There is a lot of background here I will try to keep as to-the-point as possible. I am 34 with a 10 year-old daughter. My husband is 39 with a 15 year-old son. We each had kids at 23. We are 5 years apart, as are our kids. We were also friends for 5 years before “courting” & built a strong bond of trust already, so yes, we courted. I had rejected him a few times over the years, as I was abstinent after a toxic relationship & did not want to repeat the same patterns. Over the covid lockdowns, we started talking, texting, facetiming more than ever. When he asked me out again, I told him I was not interested in dating without the ultimate goal of marriage, to which he said, “Good. I don’t want a girlfriend, I want a wife.” 3 months later, we became engaged & our marriage is truly amazing & fulfilling in so nearly every way except one - my daughter & I, some of the most playful & outgoing outdoorsy girls you could meet, have no idea how to connect to his son. And there is nothing to make me think it is worth even trying anymore.
Miraculously, husband & I both get along extremely well with our co-parents. I could not see myself with someone that doesn’t. Neither of us have court orders or child support or rigid schedules. My daughter’s bio dad is one of my best friends, & I made very clear that a relationship with me means respecting his role. He said the same of his son’s bio mom. I come from a very blended family in which this is the ideal. My parents were at each other’s weddings & all get along & still get together. Our own coparents attended our wedding a year & a half ago. And that meant the absolute world to me & hopefully if not now, someday our kids.
For sure, my husband could not be a better stepfather. He & my daughter share inside jokes & their own games & pranks. She has her own nickname for him & will run to him & hug & climb all over him. They convinced me to add baby goats to our homestead, & have been tending to & bottle-feeding them both, a beautiful connection & commitment to share. He says, “She makes it easy.” And to put it lightly, his son does not - but I am absolutely not allowed to talk about it without getting ridiculed.
I first met the son when he was 13. Overweight, awkward, all of his hair in front of his eyes. He then retreated to his room. I know him to be the exact same now. He is 6’0 & I think over 200lbs, larger than my dad. He defaults to locking himself in his room. Unless asked to help stack wood or play a game with the rest of us, he only emerges to use the bathroom (in which he never brushes his teeth or washes his hands), or ask his dad for food - of which, he literally only eats yellow rice & chicken. He will otherwise smash an entire bag of “Takis” or flaming hot Cheetos at 10 AM & continuously throughout the day as they are available to him. He plays live multiplayer games from morning often to midnight or 3 AM, with my daughter’s room right next to him, where I blast the fan & AC & ocean sounds to drown him out. Calling this out seemed to be calling stepson out personally, so all I can do is adapt. Daughter thankfully likes it cold.
I have tried to be as soft & supportive in airing my grievances to husband, but they are never taken with grace or accountability. I am not perfect & have definitely been passive aggressive with his reactivity, as he takes my issues as insults rather than something to work on. He casts blame on bio mom or Covid, & now me. “I don’t know what goes on at bio-mom’s house, we moved an hour away & he gets carsick! I’m out of his life!” “It’s because he was stuck inside for 2 years!” “Are you sure you didn’t HEAR him say hi?” “Good news, I’ve been living with him 15 years, never sanitized a doorknob in his life, & I’ve been fine!” “I wouldn’t want to leave my room with you criticizing his every move either!”
Our first night in our new home for example, was a nightmare. My hand lotion moved from the bathroom counter to the back of the toilet - so then into our room immediately. He left the toilet seat open & my razor covered in pubes. He left open bags of chips with crumbs all over the counter. “It’s an adjustment, it’s hard on everyone!” Husband said over & over. This was an understatement, being that my daughter has been raised to ask for anything from snack time to screen time always with “please,” “thank you,” & we eat out of bowls that we put in the sink rather than stack in our room with soda cans & candy wrappers.. I am familiar with the saying, “Living room kids come from healthy families. Bedroom kids do not.” Daughter is a living room kid. Stepson is a bedroom kid. Either way, I had never had personal items used without asking &felt extremely violated by stepson, then upset that husband blamed me for it instead of understanding where I was coming from.
This remains true nearly a year later. My husband has started lashing out while drinking the past few months, accusing me of “HATING” his son, which is extremely hurtful as I do not harbor any hate in my heart for anyone. What I disdain is the way he is raising his son under our shared roof & living spaces, & that he refuses to acknowledge or communicate about it. As things were not greatly improving, I personally had a talk with stepson about basic manners. I said, “When you enter this house without a greeting or making eye contact, it is an insult. It comes off as rude & entitled & I don’t like feeling like a ghost in my own house. This is your house too & I want you to feel comfortable. But you can help me feel more comfortable too.” “Yeah, okay. Sorry.”
I have truly never had a real conversation with this kid. He does say “hi” & “bye” & the occasional “thank you” now. At this point, it is abundantly clear that he does not want me in a step role, & neither does his father, & neither does bio mom. So it seems I have no choice but to let it all go & suffer bad manners & hygiene, silence, & now bitter resentment from husband.
What I have observed is that I actually“coparent” with my daughter’s father. We coordinate around each other’s schedules, we make decisions together, we communicate about her physical, emotional, spiritual, educational, & social wellbeing. Husband & bio mom do not. They parent in isolation & simply let the other do as they please, which has resulted in a child without manners or discipline. This has led bio mom to put the kid on PROZAC without husband’s consent. This horrified me, as someone who only goes to the doctor for stitches. My daughter’s doctor is the naturopath who midwived her in the bedroom she still sleeps in at her father’s house. I understand not everyone is as holistically minded, but I begged husband to get him to a nutritionist first. The child is obese & malnourished. But too late. Bio mom did as she pleased without communication, which seems constant among them.
I have not shared my views as I know they are not welcome. Bio mom is medicated, her other 10 year-old son (deceased dad) is medicated, & now teenage stepson is as well. Husband blames our distance from him which feels like an indirect blame on me, as we are closer to my community & business as husband works from home. But truly they live in the ghetto, & I have always lived on the coast & barely like to drive through those inner cities. I set up a high school tour for them here which is one of the best schools in the state with a tech program I thought stepson would love, but he chose to stay with his friends, in one of the worst schools of the state. He incredibly won class president, though has dropped a bunch of honors classes & continues failing others.
My birthday was last week. When my husband asked what I wanted, I said baby back ribs & family. I just wanted to grill & chill due to an insane work week. I run a housekeeping business & worked for 24 hours in 3 days opening up for the summer rental season. I did not want to go crazy hosting & knew I would if we invited friends. “Are you sure? You wouldn’t be hosting, I will be! You don’t have to do a thing!” He emphasized over & again. So when a friend ended up visiting from out of state, I was ecstatic to invite her & our mutual close friend to BBQ with us. They are single moms with 4 toddlers between them & wanted to camp on our land.
We had a great day grilling & running the sprinkler & feeding the animals. Husband had promised stepson would be outside with us all day. Toward the evening, I asked where he was. “Do you see any other teenagers out there? What’s he supposed to do?” I was hurt. “Well I don’t see any 10 year-olds either, but [daughter] is still out there, & you actually said he would spend the whole day with us. I just want some time all together.” Husband knocked on his son’s door & said, “Hey it’s her birthday, it’d be nice if you come out & spend some time with us.” Then he did, & even if it was just a quick basketball game with his dad & he introduced himself to no one, it still meant so much to me.
So later when we had helped friends & toddlers set up a tent & fire in our woods, I hugged husband & thanked him for bringing stepson out with us, saying family time was all I wanted. “You two have such a healthy relationship,” my friend says. At the time, it uplifted him & he said he loved this friend to death. A few hours later, he said it was “hilarious.”
We had invited stepson’s mom, but she was out of town. My coparent joined us however, & he & husband stayed at camp with the moms & toddlers while I went to tuck daughter into bed around 9. We played some trivia to unwind, said a prayer, & I kissed her good night & went to start the dishes. Husband & coparent came back around 11 when I was ready to go to bed myself. They were suddenly on a completely different level as my slow & steady beer intake. Both their legs were gashed & covered in blood from their hike without a flashlight, which they thought was hysterical. They were loud & silly like, “You can’t go to bed, it’s your birrrfday!” & I realized, ah. They were drinking my girls’ tequila.
Coparent went on a drunk spiel thanking me so much for all the love I am, how I keep the family together, this & that & showering me with slurred praise. Husband was drunkenly yet enthusiastically agreeing & thanking me, saying I was the best. I tried staying up with them to be polite but they were so deep in conversation on a different level that I went to go make the baby goat formula for their 5AM feeding & go to bed. But I couldn’t find their bottles. I raised my hand with the men, gradually higher & higher to ask husband if he had seen them. “I see you have your hand raised, but hang on, let me finish this point,” coparent said. So husband finally noticed, & I cut in anyway asking if he had seen them. “As a matter of fact, no, YOU fed the goats last so I have no IDEA where they are,” he raised his voice, literally pointing a finger at me.
That suddenly spiraled into another drunken heated accusation of how much I hate his son. I started crying & saying all I wanted was for him to be with us today & that I was grateful he brought him out. He fought me saying they can never have a good weekend because of me, called me an “@$$hole,” & said “F you ,” 3 times in a row, upsetting me so much as there was absolutely nothing I could say, to the point I slugged him in the arm to get him to stop. This has happened twice before embarrassingly with alcohol, when he just yells & yells things that are not true & curses at me that I can’t even respond vocally. “You see how she treats me?!” Both men of course freaked out & coparent started yelling at me to listen to husband. This essentially turned into 2 hours of incessant berating from both of them. They both cried during their own tangents. It spun out of asking for baby goat bottles & continued til 2 AM with, for the first time, continual threats of divorce.
“You are not in this relationship & do not need to mediate it,” I told coparent.
“Like it or not, I am! How you treat husband affects all of us! His feelings are VALID & you need to be quiet & listen to him!” he said.
“I’ve heard this all before & it is simply not true! I do not hate stepson & he wants to divorce me because he thinks I do!”
“Emotions cause us to say things we don’t mean, he does not want to divorce you & knows you don’t hate him,” coparent said.
“Oh no, I DEFINITELY believe she hates him. And if I have to spend the last 4 years of his youth with my son being constantly criticized, I will absolutely divorce her!”
“I did not criticize him once today! I never criticize him, I am trying to help us become a functional household!”
And he just went round & round in the same circular aggressions that can only hear themselves. I continually begged for them to stop yelling as daughter’s window was open, the baby goats needed sleep, our rabbits didn’t need that stress. But I got yelled at more for that. “You can’t control passion & you need to sit down & LISTEN to your husband!” Coparent kept insisting. But I had heard it all many times before. I even tried to sleep in the goat pen, trying to settle the poor babies, still hearing the men raise their voices about me, how being critical was just my nature, & then got yelled out of there.
Around midnight, I tried to resign again & go back inside to finish dishes when stepson emerged. “Do you know where Dad is?” “Oh he’s outside, you can probably save him from [daughter’s dad].” He went into the bathroom. So I poked my head out while they continued bashing me & said, “Stepson needs you.” “I’ll be right there.” I went back to the dishes. Stepson comes out of the bathroom. As always, flushes, no faucet (or hand-washing). “He says he’ll be right there sweetie.” No words, back into his bedroom. 10 minutes go by & still no husband as I continue the endless dishes. I poke my head out again. “Did you not hear me? Your son needs you.” “ALL RIGHT!”
Turns out he needed dinner. Despite a huge spread of barbecue & potatoes & corn & pasta & salad & veggies & dips, stepson touched none of it & needed his chicken & yellow rice. So husband literally cooked him dinner at 1230AM, all the while continuing to accuse me of hating him whilst doing so.
Coparent authentically apologized the next morning on the phone. “You screamed at me for HOURS when I was ready for bed to listen to falsities I have heard over & over without ONCE trying to hear me.” He got it. He humbled & admitted specific wrongs & I accepted his apology.
“Sorry” does not seem to mean anything when you throw around the “D” word like that though. Husband pledged to stop drinking. To his credit, 3 days later, he still hasn’t. But when I said, “If you think I am capable of hate, you don’t know me at all,” the best apology he could give me was, “I’m sorry, I don’t think you hate him. But I know you don’t like him.” Then, “I don’t want to divorce you. I feel like I ruined our entire lives in one night.”
I told him that this is going to take more than “sorry” to heal, especially where blame is still cast, & he will have to “show” me. I don’t even know how, through more conscientious parenting? We haven’t slept in the same bed in 3 nights. I haven’t cooked for him, but I still clean after him. We finished some homestead projects in near-silence together.
I think I must resign to being the invisible ghost stepson makes me feel like. Do I have ANY role here but to resign & accept his parenting & continue mine with my daughter alone, while he reaps the benefits of an amazing relationship with her? Isolation parenting just like with stepson’s biomom ? If not for my daughter & our animals & gardens, I would just want to lock myself in a room all day too. But that’s what is so hard for me to get. We have nearly 30 acres & this child is permitted to be a blob on a screen living on empty calories all day & night. I cannot & will not blame a child for anything. I told my husband that when a plant isn’t thriving, you nourish it & improve its environment. He said he didn’t get it. And as deeply as I love him & don’t want to even think about divorce, I have never been so unattracted to him.

Hey all, doing some spring cleaning and getting rid of gear I never use.
All prices are OBO, shipping is on the buyer. Will absolutely consider a package detail if anyone wants to take multiple things, would actually be preferable.
Located in the GTA.
Pics at the imgur link below:
https://imgur.com/a/pWAoPNW
Item 1: FMA Fast helmet, tan, size M/L - $90 OBO SOLD
Shell is on the thicker side, pads are the non-lux liner type. OCC dial is the actual dial type, not the worm gear that I found to be kind of annoying. Changed out the old shroud to a copy of the Wilcox shroud. Also upgraded the velcro from the old pattern to the newer, more broken up pattern (better coverage).
https://imgur.com/a/jvScgUZ
Item 2: Riggers belt + replica TACO pouch - $20
Riggers belt and TACO pouch, TACO will comfortably hold M4 mags, will probably be fine with AK mags. I don't believe it's really meant for bigger mags like 417 or SCAR-H mags.
https://imgur.com/a/5KRey0b
Item 3: Replica Haley Micro Chest Rig, Multicam, $55 OBO SOLD
Comes as an X-Harness.
https://imgur.com/a/2LnbKnG
Item 4: Replica Spiritus Systems Mk4 Chest Rig, Multicam, $90 OBO
Comes as a H-harness. Has a stretch kangaroo insert to hold 3x M4 mags. Also has the two radio pouches on the sides.
https://imgur.com/a/bZDHhgX
Item 5: Replica PlateFrame, Multicam, Med Plates - $125 OBO SOLD
Comes with the hard swimmer plates + multicam plate covers. Has the S&S Precision style triple mag pouch, and the cummerbund radio pouch. Also comes with the soft foam backers (flotation backers).
https://imgur.com/a/FZ2GaxO
Item 6: Replica Slickster, Ranger Green, Med Plates - $125 OBO SOLD
Replaced the cummerbund with an elastic cummerbund that uses tubes. Original elastic cummerbund will still come included. As well, Slickster currently has a triple mag G-hook style placard on the front. It will also come with the kangaroo+MOLLE G-hook placard pictured as well.
https://imgur.com/a/accNyhg
Item 7: Replica JPC, Multicam, Med Plates - $125 OBO
JPC has the cummerbund replaced with an elastic cummerbund. Comes with the dangler pouch, and has the old school hard plastic triple mag kangaroo insert. Shoulders are that nicer rubbery material, not fabric.
https://imgur.com/a/fA38nXq
Item 8: Replica SPC, Multicam, Med Plates - $200 OBO
Spent some time putting this kit together and really tried to like it, but it just doesn't fit me well - decided to stick with an FCPC.
SPC is multicam, never fielded and completely clean. Comes with medium cardboard plates to hold the shape. Also comes with the side plate pouches, which are filled with foam. It will include the original front flap, which currently has the stretchy fast mag pouches. It will also come with the AXL advanced placard adapters, and the attached triple M4 mag placard. Will also throw in the quad SMG mag pouch.
Biggest thing to note for this SPC is that the cummerbund has been modified. I didn't like the original tab + flap combo, so I cut the flap and replaced it with a tab + cobra buckle combo. The mod is not reversible, so if you don't like the idea of a cobra buckle for this carrier, be warned now.
https://imgur.com/a/FrzAldA
Thanks for looking